Oasis of Love
Sunday, December 31st, 2006We desire an intimate presence of those around us as they also help us recognize that with them the presence of God is manifest. Our love of God is triggered by the love we receive from the brethren. They help us grow and become strong.
With people around us, serving God becomes more meaningful because of the communal concern. With whom will we channel our love of God without them? That’s why we need them. And asides from this they also need to be loved as well as we need to receive love. With our family, relatives and friends around us the love of God is so alive.
This is the gift of the desert time. Being alone with God in the times we experience bitter and painful occurrences carrying our cross as if to
Calvary , with loneliness, we are filled with the love of God. As we grow in our love with Him our bucket of love overflows that we need to fill other buckets.
When we are sent to the world we feel that there is a huge volume of people who needed love and we fill that hallow place in them. We feel that there is a need for an exchange of love with others that they would also feel the love of God in them. We also grow in our desire to share the scriptures and share to them personal experiences of God.
With them feeling the love of God in us that is so alive, they would desire God’s love too as well as they would also hunger for our presence. They would yield also to us for companionship rare and enticing. You would then know what were they missing that needs to be filled. So they would easily be captured by poems, writings and God’s love.
The scriptures play a major role but the common intimacy and sharing are not set aside. Their friendship could be reliable that when time passes there would still be the same want and intimacy as well as warmness. They are old friends that are gold, as the silver ones shine in their best too.
I see a lot of them waving, in all smiles and calling my nickname as I pass by while on tricycle ride. They never forget me. When we have a chance to talk, there is an intimate exchange of pleasantries or a warm acknowledgment. We never had dry moments. I remember before whenever they see me, they would wave and call my name.
Until now, there is still an oasis of love in my heart though I have grown tranquil. I still miss what was before but I’m comfortable with my new self as I gain respect even with those who are not intimate with me. I need to part from my old world but I keep the intimacy I have had with my old friends. They are precious as of those who are new.
Some of them still keep the poems and writings I’ve done for their own personal use, and I never thought it was a time wasted with them and with those writings, though my penmanship has wearied in time because of the favor extended.
With the oasis of love that is a gift of desert time, love still overflows in my heart.
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