Unspoken
Whisper my love
the sweetness of thy affection enwrapped with mine. Thy luscious eyes detect my
feelings within. You know from the start that I am bound to love you. Ah, you
were there quiescent with your heart locked with mine.
But I did not open my lips, though my
eyes divulge everything. Yes, you know. As a result you were so happy, but I
remain mute with my silence breaking your eardrums. On the contrary, you were
beautiful and I was fascinated even by the way you talk. You smiled and I melted
inside. My heart wants to burst out my feelings. Though I am lighthearted, I
still find it hard to open my mouth when it comes to love.
I was then
beside you stealing a look at those pair of columns that mounts you up which
thy skirt reveals. Hence, I find delight that I was an on-looker trying to view
what makes my veins red and stiff. In like manner, I’m still that man with deep
desire for women, but I wanted them to love me, and show that love to me than I
would dare to speak out such affection. Nevertheless, I would yield for a lady
who would be brave enough to exhibit her feelings, and would let me feel that
I’m important.
I know the only
thing that would make me whole is a love deep, faithful and genuine. I should
feel it, which I would know once it is displayed in our lone moments. Yet, I
would fall in love to a girl who would yield to my desire and cooperate with
me, and not to one who competes with my ideas. Moreover, I love women who’s
willing to be dominated by men, meek they are and submissive and would be
willing to be a helpmate who would love eternally.
And I find a
healthy spirit in you, being the lady that suits to my desire. I saw in your
eyes that you were sincere when you listened to my story. Furthermore, I am
here trying to sense in my heart how passionate I can be with you in the dark.
And yes, I’m bound to speak but I am prevented by some stray thoughts. Fear?
Not quite. Perhaps hesitation. Also a question, are you the right girl for me?
Thus, this
leaves me to venture in the wildness of my imagination.
- Jyotisman Nearu Upendra
